I love you much
或許我們都不太記得我們怎麼就走到了一起，記得你寫信告訴我軍訓時老班吼著你胳膊總是伸不直，你說那時候我偷偷罵老班說人家不想伸直又怎麼了，你說你覺得很溫暖，從那時候你開始注意我。
我只是依稀記得喜歡你安靜的微笑。
坐在你身旁，任性的不背書要你包庇，你從來都只會毫不猶豫地告訴老英我們都已背熟。
喜歡在上課時側臉看你認真的模樣，你偶爾笑笑，溫柔地說讓我認真聽課。
想念坐在我身邊的你毫無顧忌地罵老語，我聽著，也為你感到氣憤，恨不得陪你逃掉我最愛的語文課。
如今想起那些可恨的老師仍心有餘悸，還好那時我們在一起，不然那段時光多灰暗。
記不記得那節體育課，該死的大姨媽突然就來，那節課下來我站不起身，你和宏兒扶著我走了那麼遠，她在一旁罵著該死的男人，還說有個人那麼傷我也沒見到我的眼淚，說不值。你只是緊了緊握著我的手，安靜的讓我把身體的大部分重量壓在你肩頭。
那之後的一星期，你都扶著我，陪我下樓，陪我去廁所，貼心的你會在老師提問時 ,
伸出一隻手讓我借力站起來，你是那麼的好，就像這世界的另一個我
書上說太相似的兩個人不能在一起，可是我們卻那麼美好的在一起。
你喜歡櫻花，那是周末還是假期，陪你去看了櫻花，興奮的你不知疲累，我喊著餓了餓了你才陪著我往回走。
忘了是我們誰說想要去老君山，可是你爸媽卻說太危險，於是我們一起去了一個有很深樹林的小景區，
路上我們都那麼安靜，因為知道對方在想什麼，所以語言就顯得那麼多餘。
我們一路走，你給我拍了好多照片，你卻堅持說你不上相，我就拍了你的好多側臉。
最後是走到了一個瀑布，我們在那的石頭上坐了很久，水聲那麼大，可是我卻覺得好安靜，彷彿世界都不存在。
等我們走出景區好像已經是下午，我們去摘了別人的桃子，你說不是偷，
不摘它們會爛死在樹上，你還去貌似警務室的屋子前給我洗了幾個，非要我嚐嚐。
然後我們沿著山路又一直走，走到一戶人家院前我看到成片的向日葵，興奮的拿手機拍照，
你說讓我走到近處拍，我卻說留些遺憾才美好，因為我總覺得我們以後還有好多時間一起去看我們都愛的風景。
那是我在欒川的最後一個暑假，爸爸急匆匆賣掉小店，帶我們回了重慶，
我還記得你去送我時的眼神，我知道是不捨，源在那大聲地哭，我去抱住她，她哭濕了我的肩頭，
我卻忘記了給你一個擁抱，坐上車後我再也不敢回頭看你們，我以為那一別會是多年。
這個暑假我回去看了你們，下車時是源和宏兒接的我，我以為看見你們會陌生，
但是這個擔心實在太多餘，我們沒有一點陌生，彷彿昨天還在一起說笑，我知道，這是關乎生命的友誼，我們都相信友誼。
但我們都是太理想化的女孩，難免會有不愉快，只是一直都願意相信身邊的人不會離開。
我們一起去看了薰衣草，我想給你拍張照，你好像又拒絕了。後來就我們兩個去看向日葵。
它們很美，你們它們像一個個虔誠的信徒。我們在花海裡拍照，這次你沒有拒絕我。
我在你家住了一晚，穿你的鞋，你還讓我穿你的睡衣，可是我還沒來得及換上就一起睡著了。
我們一起午睡，我看著你的睡姿，和我那麼像，是不是我們在夢中都沒有安全感，連睡著了都只緊緊抱著自己。
今天你要一個人去學校住，你第一次在外面過夜，漂泊過的我不知道你會有多害怕，
真想陪著你，讓你心安，哪怕是只讓你抱著我哭。
我不知道怎麼安慰你，哪怕可以那麼真切的感覺到你的恐懼，我就跟你說我們的未來,
說總有一天我們可以背著一樣的背包 ,踩著同樣的鞋子牽著手去看我們的風景，
我們都說友情是最美的情誼，慢慢地你才靜下心來，我才放鬆了許多。
我堅信我們說過的風景都可以一起去看，我知道你也同樣堅信。
是想為你寫首詩的，可是我退化了，沒有了那樣凝練又美麗的筆鋒，好像還很糟糕的寫成了一篇記敘文，
寫完了又覺得好多話沒有寫進去，我甚至知道很少有人願意讀完這篇文章，管他呢，反正本來就是寫給你的。
丫鴨，我很愛你，我多希望你身邊有一個人替我照顧你，要強的小丫頭。
我們要努力，一起走向我們希望的未來，我相信我們都可以。
親愛的，我不知道未來會遇到什麼，但是我已經知道，你會一直都在我身邊，
這樣，縱使再大風暴都不必害怕吧，縱使是面對生死，我相信只要我牽著你的手，我們也會欣然接受，因為，我們在一起。
Perhaps we are not quite remember how we came together, remember that you wrote to tell me when the old military training classes growled always stretch your arm is not straight,
You say that time I secretly curse the old class people do not want to say again how straight, you say you feel very warm, from the time you start to pay attention to me.
I only vaguely remember like your quiet smile.
Sitting beside you, wayward does not endorse want you to cover up, you will never hesitate to tell the old English we have all by heart.
Like to see you in class side faces serious look, you occasionally smiled, softly let me serious lectures.
Miss you sitting next to me with impunity old curse words, I listen, but also for you to feel angry, anxious to get away with you my favorite language lessons.
Now think of those hateful teacher still haunt, but fortunately at that time we were together, or that period of time and more gloomy.
Do you remember that section of physical education, damn aunt suddenly come down to me that lesson not stand up, you and macros children escorted me to go that far, she swore at the side of the damn man, said a man so I did not hurt to see my tears, saying worth. You just hold my hand tightened, quiet most of the weight of the body so I put pressure on you shoulders.
A week after that, you are escorted me to accompany me down the stairs, to accompany me to the toilet, you will be caring teacher questions,
Let me extend a hand leveraging stand up, you are so good, I like this world to another
A book that is too similar to the two people can not be together, but we are so good together.
Do you like cherry blossoms, it is a weekend or holiday, accompany looked cherry, excitement tired you do not know, I cried hungry hungry you just stay with me to go back.
Who wants to forget is that we go Laojunshan, but your parents say is too dangerous, so we went to the deep woods of a small area,
The way we are so quiet, because we know each other what they thought, so the language becomes so redundant.
We go all the way, you have given me to shoot a lot of photos, but you insist that you're not photogenic, I took a shot from the side of your lot.
Finally reached a waterfall, we sat for a long time on that stone, the sound of water so great, but I feel good quiet, as if the world does not exist.
And other scenic spots like we are out already in the afternoon, we pick up someone else's peaches, you said it was not stolen,
They will not pick rotten dead tree, seemingly before you go to the police office in the house I washed a few, insisted I try.
Then we have been walking along the mountain road, went to the hospital before I saw a family into a piece of sunflowers, excited to get a mobile phone camera,
You said let me go near shoot, I say leave some regret was OK, because I always feel that we have a lot of time together after we all love to see the scenery.
That was my last summer in Luanchuan, Dad rushed to sell the store, take us back to Chongqing,
I still remember the look you are going to send me, I know that sadness, crying loudly source in that, I went to hug her, she cried wet my shoulders,
I forgot to give you a hug, after the ride, I did not dare look back at you, I do not think that will be for many years.
This summer I went back to read to you, is the source and macros children receive when I get off, I thought it would be strange to see you,
But this is too much I worry, we not a little strange, as if joking together yesterday, I know, it is a matter of life friendship, we believe friendship.
But we are too idealistic girl, inevitably there will be unpleasant, but always willing to believe the people around him will not leave.
We went to see the lavender, I want to take a picture of you, you seemed refused. Later, the two of us went to see sunflowers.
They are beautiful, you are like a devout believer. We spent photographing the sea, this time you did not refuse me.
I lived in a night you wear your shoes, you let me wear your pajamas, but I have not had time to put it together and fell asleep.
We nap together, I looked into your sleeping position, and I'm so like, is not that we do not have a sense of security in a dream, and even fell asleep only hugged himself.
Today you want a live person to go to school, you first spend the night outside, wandering off, I do not know if you will be more afraid,
Really want to be with you, so that you feel at ease, even if it is just to let you hold me cry.
I do not know how to comfort you, even if it can be so real feel your fear, I told you our future,
One day we can say, like carrying a backpack, stepping on the same shoes in hand to see our landscape,
We say that friendship is the most beautiful friendship slowly until you calm down, I relaxed a lot.
I firmly believe that we can look at the scenery said together, I know you also believe.
You want to write poems, but I degraded, no stroke as concise and beautiful, as if written in a very bad narrative,
Finished also think a lot of words did not write in, I do not even know that very few people are willing to read this article, who cares, anyway, has always been addressed to you.
Ah duck, I love you, how I wish you had a man for me to take care of you, stronger little girl.
We strive together towards the future we want, and I believe we can.
Honey, I do not know what the future will be met, but I already know that you will always have with me,
Thus, even if another big storm do not have to be afraid of it, even in the face of death, I believe that as long as I hold your hand, we will gladly accept it because we are together.
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